AGAPE

I’ve been working somewhere b/w 60-70hrs a week. If any of you were curious where I have been, which brings me to my dilemma.

Part 1.My full time job has become more and more stressful everyday. With the new state plan and person’s above me money hungry the pressure to produce more in less time continues to be the stress that is running throughout the organization. I found out on Monday that we have to “bill” six hours a day with our clients and write our case notes in the same day. Now, one might think six hours isn’t bad but let me explain. We have to be six hours face to face with our clients. I drive my clients around about an hour a day; it probably takes 30 to 45 minutes to write case notes which leave about 15mintues to eat lunch on the go per day with no breaks, no lunch, just me running around with my head cut off. It’s so tiring and there is nothing to be done to change b/c money causes greed and greed is evil and evil likes to multiply.

Part 2.I’ve been working at SA with my juveniles. I can’t seem to get away from kids. I love them; even when they punch holes in the wall or call me a bitch. There is something about them I can’t get away from. I’ve been working at SA on my days off or during the week; causing me to work 60-70 a week.  Exhaustion doesn’t even to begin to describe how emotionally and physical tired I am. The program director told me there might be job opening coming up so I’m crossing my fingersJ

On a positive note; I moved into my new apartment and I love it. It’s so cute and I’m excited to start decorating. I love it. I love it. I love it!!